new day

It is about time i sat down to write. Although im not sure what to write about. Im sure if i dig round in my mind i can find a few things. Im glad its getting closer to when nicola and roman visit for louises wedding. Cept it still feels like i won't make it. I have been having a lot of nightmares thats for sure. All about death and doom and gloom type ones. I will discuss it with my case manager tomorrow.

I have done little today, just another day really, im chugging along slowly..who knows if ill even be able to go to the city on saturday. Im not sure i'll be well enough to travel. *big sigh* I have doubts so many doubts lately.

I have had a few fittings with the birdesmaids dress. Its a lovely colour. A deep purple. I think louise will look beautiful in her wedding dress. I just got to take it one day at a time. Crying about it all wont get me anywhere. I used to think that i was ok. Im not anymore.

So anyway.. im waiting for dad to come home now. I can hear the 2pm bus... i better go.

blog holiday

Have been spending little time writing. Will write more later though alligator.

today

today starts a new year a new day and all that jazz. I had a very quiet one.. reading and then got up and watched the fire works on tv... really lovely. Then i felt so creative alive and awake so i got out my pastels and covered a fan that tammy got me from china and used stamps and pastels and decorated them. One is mroe fun than the other. So they both look good..i want to send one to a friend.

I am writing again/// its nice to.


take care out there

love ally

new years

Sorry havent written in you for a while... just been feeling a bit down as of late. I hope you all have a rocking new years. Im having a quiet one... just at home with a few movies.. sheesh i must be getting old. They say that how you bring your new years in is how you shall spend the coming year..so mine will be spent with family. I do hope that we shall all be together for louises wedding.

Anyhow.. I have started writing in a journal so i will post that up on here too. I have been feeling real depresed. Its hard to shake the blues some times.

Anyhow...

happy new years and all that jazz.

love ally

brake

I am on a little brake at the moment. Will gfet back intot he full swing of writing tomorrow.. at the moment... I have been buisy making tags i will take some photos of them.. im getting ready to do the yarragon market next year! YAY for me. Welpers.. i better get going now..
just thought id stop in and say hi~!

cards

Hello there long time no write. Have been working on cards mainly.. just gift tags and cards. I will post some of them to friends. I have done well over 100 now.. mum said ive been going like the clappers... if only i knew what that meant! I think i need a slang dicitonary. ! hehe So for the past few weeks that is all i have been doing.. creating. I will get back to the full swing of painting..after ive used all my card stock!

Well what else.. oh i have been here a bit and there a bit.. I am heading to the city this coming thursday.. looking forward to catching up with friends. Even though the city will be chockers.

So i will write more later

broken

the lap top is still broken.. i will writer more soon. I have been ok. Back to making cards etc will get back to full swing shortly