Believe it or not i found this looking at my monthly horoscope... and its relatively true
"You just have to stop hanging on to the hurt and start reaching instead for understanding and forgiveness"
too true.
Monday, June 9, 2008
out there somewhere
Well so sunday comes flying along. Its ok. Headed to the city met up with evonne bought our tickets to the club. Went for a spot of shopping.Namely alcoholic shopping. Got some wine and some whisky.. now given i rarely touch whisky... but... i must say evonne made great cocktails.. which was ginger beet with lime mint and whisky. It was really nice. I enjoyed it muchly. So we knocked back a few and played uno .. got dressed up.. black was the shade of the evening i felt. So black skirt black top and boots. Ok so i went a little dark.. so did evonne. I kept my makeup light. Evonne looked hot. Me just average plain jane.(yes i suffer from low self esteem)
So went to the night. I was looking forward to dancing to some 80s/90s goo style music.. so what do you think it turned out to be? Bloody metal night. Hardcore. Only a few songs i knew too. Didnt stop evonne from dancing at all. I guess i assumed the role of mother hen. Just looking after her. Now i know how the sober people felt when i was that drunk in the past. I stuck to a few drinks only paid for about 3. Mostly water. Before you know it it was midnightish. Then twoish...i spent most f the night in between floors. I stood there watching a band they were good. I was enjoying all three songs until vonnie wanted to go back and dance. So up the bloody stairs (i reckon i managed 10,000 steps.. walking from floor to floor) we went. There were some songs i knew. Don;t think I will be going back to switch ever again. Just cause... well its just not flavor of the month for me. To put it mildly.
I was so looking forward to dancing to a bit of the cure... a bit of new order bit of type o negative.. etc. Oh well. Not to worry. Went home at 5am fell asleep til noon. Then had nice cup of chai tea warm the belly.. My ears are still ringing even now. Then i was going to go home on the 2:30 train.. but i got a call half way up the road.. evonne called me back go have breakfast with me. I thought na at first then it thought why not. Walked back there.. and had a delicious brunch. Filled me up no end.
So I had breakfast and watched a little of boston leagal. All good. So caught the
4:30 train home.. i just sat and read the whole way home.. with a hot cup of tea.
lovely. Couldnt put the book down its so great... its all about a dragon and a boy its really good. I like fantasy novels (not the sexual fantasy incase thats what you are thinking) So i got home.. good to be home.. no place like it.]
Well take care bears
love albell
So went to the night. I was looking forward to dancing to some 80s/90s goo style music.. so what do you think it turned out to be? Bloody metal night. Hardcore. Only a few songs i knew too. Didnt stop evonne from dancing at all. I guess i assumed the role of mother hen. Just looking after her. Now i know how the sober people felt when i was that drunk in the past. I stuck to a few drinks only paid for about 3. Mostly water. Before you know it it was midnightish. Then twoish...i spent most f the night in between floors. I stood there watching a band they were good. I was enjoying all three songs until vonnie wanted to go back and dance. So up the bloody stairs (i reckon i managed 10,000 steps.. walking from floor to floor) we went. There were some songs i knew. Don;t think I will be going back to switch ever again. Just cause... well its just not flavor of the month for me. To put it mildly.
I was so looking forward to dancing to a bit of the cure... a bit of new order bit of type o negative.. etc. Oh well. Not to worry. Went home at 5am fell asleep til noon. Then had nice cup of chai tea warm the belly.. My ears are still ringing even now. Then i was going to go home on the 2:30 train.. but i got a call half way up the road.. evonne called me back go have breakfast with me. I thought na at first then it thought why not. Walked back there.. and had a delicious brunch. Filled me up no end.
So I had breakfast and watched a little of boston leagal. All good. So caught the
4:30 train home.. i just sat and read the whole way home.. with a hot cup of tea.
lovely. Couldnt put the book down its so great... its all about a dragon and a boy its really good. I like fantasy novels (not the sexual fantasy incase thats what you are thinking) So i got home.. good to be home.. no place like it.]
Well take care bears
love albell
Saturday, June 7, 2008
Movie
I watched a movie on the tv called A Majority of One... it was really well acted... old but a goody. Its on my list of things to buy. I also came across a few books by a few new to me authors. I love searching on the internet for new authors. There is a book called The woman with the flying head ad other stories.Plus a writer a called Yurko Mishima. Japanese.
I have put a bracelet on laybuy. Paying a bit each week. It is soooo stunning. I love it. Its a long weekend this time round. Its curling up with a good book weekend for me i feel. Mum is making zucchini slice. Brilliant i love it. Have not had it in ages.
So where to gumshoe.?
I have put a bracelet on laybuy. Paying a bit each week. It is soooo stunning. I love it. Its a long weekend this time round. Its curling up with a good book weekend for me i feel. Mum is making zucchini slice. Brilliant i love it. Have not had it in ages.
So where to gumshoe.?
Friday, June 6, 2008
found this
Strength is Happiness. Strength is itself victory. In weakness and cowardice there is no happiness. When you wage a struggle, you might win or you might lose. But regardless of the short-term outcome, the very fact of your continuing to struggle is proof of your victory as a human being.”
Daisaku Ikeda quote
Daisaku Ikeda quote
Got to see!
http://www.geocities.jp/uedafuco/
You MUST see her artwork, MUST MUST MUST. i LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Her use of colour is impressive. I am going to email her and ask if she does have prints or something that i could purchase (cant afford an original) (WISH WISH WISH) Anyhow looking at her artwork has made me smile.. *hands back the tickets*
You MUST see her artwork, MUST MUST MUST. i LOVE LOVE LOVE it. Her use of colour is impressive. I am going to email her and ask if she does have prints or something that i could purchase (cant afford an original) (WISH WISH WISH) Anyhow looking at her artwork has made me smile.. *hands back the tickets*
Emotional Rollercoaster.
Think we have all been on this ride before. Incredible highs and then absolute lows. Yep. I have many tickets on this at the moment. Yep. Dinner is in the oven: its a pretty instant meal though. Served with veggies, namely a big bowl of mash.
I posted a lot of letters today. I really did write a lot last night. So where to from here? Mums voice "stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on" . Her harsh comments drag me down even further. I bought some guava juice today. As i had a craving for it.
Havent tasted it in years. Old comfort.
Sometimes ones mums advice is good.. other times it goes woosh. So lets see now.. digging deeper. Oh bother. Well dinner is almost ready. Better go.
ciao
I posted a lot of letters today. I really did write a lot last night. So where to from here? Mums voice "stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on" . Her harsh comments drag me down even further. I bought some guava juice today. As i had a craving for it.
Havent tasted it in years. Old comfort.
Sometimes ones mums advice is good.. other times it goes woosh. So lets see now.. digging deeper. Oh bother. Well dinner is almost ready. Better go.
ciao
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