out

Forced myself out of the house. Went down the road and got some paper for louises invites. To finish them off. Mum will try this pink outfit on tomorrow..its a pale colour. I don't know if it will suit her but there is only one way to find out.

I only have about a very small amount in my account. Its looking pretty anemic. I have gotten a few letters but I have not responded yet..waiting for the right day. The right time. Well if there ever is a right time at the moment.

Im not happy jan...as that old ad goes. I have been drawing for a bit today, its good that its a friday. I'm glad. Welpers must go now.. sleep calls me.

darker grows the day

Darker grows the day. I am feeling very blue. Family things that have been happening, its been a bit of a shit year really. I don't know what to do, where to put myself or anything. Im at a loss.

Darker is the day,

write more when i'm feeling a little less flat.


ally

ergh

What a bummed out day I am having. I didnt want louise to go home...I just wanted her to stay. She needs a stack of TLC. I have time to listen and listen. Im not sure..i feel a little helpless at the moment. Its not a great feeling at all. I want to be in a few places at once

Im not sure what i should do. Anyhow.. i know i can be here. I now have 30 more invites to make.

well better go now

lub ally

agh

Its that agh feeling again. This week has not gone very well at all, started out ok and ive never known me to be this down. Suppose its just a bit of everything.. I must admit though i took comfort in possibly the fattiest thing on the menu which was satay chicken noodles. I didnt care.. i devoured most of it!

My family are all going out to lunch. I might just either join them or eat leftovers from last nights tea. I don't feel like forcing myself out. So home again, i have a dvd to watch so its not so bad.


Anyhow.. better go.

albell

Wonder

I wonder where my parcels of supplies has ended up? Its been nearly 2weeks since I ordered it all. I think my handbag off etsy will arrive here before then. Id be surprised if it's all a scam. Lucky I only did a direct deposit. I didn't go shopping in warragul.. i got some more labels for the label machine. They cost a pretty penny.
Somehow i have a feeling i won't be able to afford to go to the city this weekend.

Its halloween today..something that is recognised here by some kids..this year I am ready for them.. i have a bowl of lollies in wrappers. The dog goes a bit nuts and it drives me up the wall.OOOH perhaps i am turning into that quirky lady at the end of a road.

So i have to make more than affirmations. I have to write a few things out.I got to use all these felt pieces to make pictures to express my emotions/ my fears... it was good. I felt like a kid again. I can't wait for Roman and Nicola to arrive.

Anyhow Im too tired to make gnocchi tonight so i am making it tomorrow for lunch.

catch yer later alligator

half a world away

Today has just flown by, I don't know how..or where the time went... I am making a salad with kababs tonight.It is a mushroom and spinach salad.. from Donna Hay of course. Looks like its going to rain even though its warm out side still.

I wrote some letters, posted them off. It looks like a storm is on its way. Weather or not it happens is another matter...as we need rain. Tomorrow I have Allison, so im away to warragul..that will make the day pass quickly. I found that book store too..so i will be going there also.

I won an extra $20 credit on my phone.. thats great.. im sure that will be zapped up. Anyhow.. I am having a little tipple at the moment. I better go start on this salad..

albell

sleep in

I was up at 8am nothing unusual about that but then I went back to bed and slept until 11am Soo lazy of me. As I onlyu had about $4 to my name and couldnt afford to go out anywhere.Stayed home and got stuck into my paintings. Its going to take a little bit of work to fix some of them up.

I got a messaage from my friend Andrea asking if i'd like to have another exhibition next year. I would but im not sure if i want it to be solo. I am thinking about it. Just want to test out a new venue. in a new area.

Let's see I have a little bit of work to do before i go and get Alice framed. Oh its a little funny I got a letter from one of my pen pals..customs had pulled it a side and confiscated two tea bags that she had put in there and left a note to say they were dangerous and need to be destroyed.

So i better tell my pen pals not to send tea to me anymore!

Little scooter is asleep next to me.. and its a bit cold. So she is snuggled into towel. I have not cooked anything of note lately. So im going to attempt to tomorrow.. going to make some basic rice rolls. I figure no cooking and theyll be healthy for us ti have. If they work i will put the recipe up if not then I won't

I have House on and i'e been reading some more of that Kathy Lette book. Well i better get going got a few things to do...

nighty night