five am

here i am at 5am.. i had such a deeeeeepppppp sleep, no dreams just total blackness.. no dreams or anything.So i am snacking on some lollies that louise bought.. if i trurn the kettle on i will wake every one up. So im being as quiet as a mouse.


I dont know what to do with myself other than tap tap tap away on this keyboard.. its great. The meal last night.. well i ordered mushroom chicken risotto and taste liks canned oops you can get... with a few mushrooms and an incy wincy bit of chicken. ey had put some tomato paste in it too... it was just YUCKY. Mums food was great so was loopsies and allen. Oh bother. What could i do..i need a good risotto not some half baked idea of one. Harsh ha? Well you go taste it! Im positive you would be on the similar wave length. SO i was disappointed. Shame really.


Man Gordon Ramsey could havea field day in their.. specially with the decor and music... and their rissotto! I know its been their for years and should no diss it.
Oh well. lets see now.. that last time i went to that place was for a chirstmas break up for when i was working at Franklins. It was when a had a small crush on one of the stock boys too. I never told anyone though. Perhaps they could tell. (i dont know) i was blinded by how he looked and his nature.

I have not fallen for anyone... but guess that is where being a hermit comes in.. ummm yeah. Its not as if prince charming is going to knock on the door to see if the shoe fits... or a whole bunch of flowers with him or a book. Well I have a feeling growing old with someone is looking a bit dim at the moment. I havent been out to meet people though...and the only people that drop in are the mormons once a week.

So how to beat this? GET ACTIVE ALLY. Ok i heard that! From everyone! Im surprising mum and im hitting the gym. Man i need a nice warm cup of tea....so I ll be back soon around noon!